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Monday, January 31, 2011

When I no longer can .....Cuando ya no pueda!

Hey guys here a little poem it's in spanish but I bet you'll love it if u translate it! Its for our parents or grandparents! Enjoy!

El dia que este viejo ya no sea el mismo, Ten paciencia y comprendeme cuando derrame comida sobre mi camisa y olvide como atarme los zapatos, Recuerda las horas que pase ensenandote las mismas cosas

Si cuando conversas con migo repito las mismas historias que conoces de sobra como termina, no me interrumpas escuchame. Cuando eras pequeno tuve que contarte miles de veces el mismo cuento hasta que cerraras tus ojitos

Cuando estemos reunidos y sin querer me haga mis necesidades, no te averguences y comprendeme, que no tengo culpa de ello, pues ya no puedo controlarlo. Piensa cuantas veses te ayude de nino y estuve pacientemente a tu lado esperando que terminaras lo que estavas haciendo.

No me reproches porque no quiera banarme, no me reganes por ello, recuerda los momentos que te persegui y los miles de pretextos que inventabas para hacerte mas agradable tu bano

Aceptame y perdoname, ya que nino ahora soy yo. Cuando me veas inutil e ignorante a todos los aparatos tecnologicos que ya no podre entender, te suplico que me des todo el tiempo que sea necesario para no lastimarme con tu risa. Acuerdate que fui yo quien te enseno tantas cosas, comer, vestirte y la educacion para enfrentar la vida tambien como lo haces, son el producto de mi esfuerzo y peraeverancia por ti. Cuando en algun tiempo mientras conversamos me llegue a olvidar del tema que eatamos hablando, dame todo el tiempo que sea necesario hasta que yo recuerde, y si no puedo hacerlo, no te olvides de mi talvez no era importante lo que hablaba pero a mi me basta con que solo me escuches en ese momento.

Si algun dia vez que ya no quiera comer, no me insistas, se cuanto puedo hacer y cuanto no debo hacer, tambien comprendeme que con el tiempo ya no tengo dientes para morder, ni gustos para sentir. Cuando me fallen mis piernas por estar cansadas y por andar, dame una mano tierna para apoyarme, como lo hice yo cuando comenzaste tu a caminar con tus debiles piernas.
Por ultimo, cuando me oigas decir que ya no quiero vivir y solo desee morir, no te enfades, algun dia entenderas que no tiene nada que ver con tu carino, ni lo mucho que te amo, trata de comorender ya no vivo sino sobrevivo, y eso no es vivir

Siempre quise lo mejor para ti, talvez no te lo demostre suficiente, no porque no haya querido, talvez es porque no savia como hacerlo, pero te quiero y poreso te pido que no te sientas triste por verme como me vez y te ruego que me acompanes a terminar mi sendero, dame amor y paciencia que yo te lo devolvere con gratitud y sonrisas con el mismo amor que tengo por ti
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Friday, January 28, 2011

Speed!

That's how my life feels sometimes like if i'm speeding through everything..My job it's self is a fast past environment, my calls have to be quick and get issue resolved. The challenge is great I notice myself getting better at it everyday soon i'll become a pro! I'm a slow learner but I'll be one of the greatest I believe, I know I can I have before!;).i get a little ansy sometimes like if i'm getting an anxiety. Especially when my CRT is high! I try to calm down and it usually works. we actually were able to come home early today at 9, NICE right! Always fun to bond with the family, never really could by the time I get home everyone is already sleeping. Jasmin and bianca were at the hospital with Juan my poor baby had fever, gosh my daddy is sick to. Hope they get better soon! They got home right about 10ish they brought mcdonalds! Yummy ever since I started my diet and not eating out I can't help loving all fast food right now, the fries just tasted delicious! When we were done we all went to my room to watch the movie speed. (love that move) It's so old but it still attracts my eyes:) bianca and Juan were watching it with me. Not such a good idea knowing they have to go to school tomorrow. Well my blogger friends ready for a great day tomorrow;)
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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Family

Is the best thing that can happen to u but there's times that they could hurt u so bad, maybe idk the concept of being a mother and don't understand how u could fight ur sister when there kids fight were suppose to teach them not to fight especially with family right!? Idk I don't get it! But myself and I have some straighting out to do! All I could do is look foward and never look back. My hart is broken i'll give it time to heal, It's almost new years and I need a new method to turn my life around, a new dream to follow, hope to go achive my dream, faith to know that I can handle any obstacles that may come my way I know it's not gonna b easy but my journey shall began....
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Saturday, December 18, 2010

Friday, December 17, 2010

Let it snow!

Bianca's angel
Isn't this amaizng
I know it's not much but we never get this kind of snow!
My adorable nephew!..Mijito lindo
It's a beautiful day today!! Interesting night last night, while i was at work It started snowing, oh how amazing everything look. I loved it especially because we don't get snow very often. But i'll admit one thing i hate driving in the snow, I wrecked one time on my way to work and hate it ever since! I got a text message around 10:00 from Bianca (she's my niece) my dad wanted to know if I wanted him to pick me up because of the snow, Daddy knows I don't like driving in the snow. My brother Jr and him went to go get me, i was just enjoying the senery i wanted to get off and take pictures of everything I saw, even an autozone!...haha well when we finally got home. Bianca and I went outside to have a little fun! we were taking lots of pictures and messing around in the snow. I love that it's beginning to look a lot like christmas;) 

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Inspired!

Just got home from work, another day in paradaise. It's crazy how my job is Robert my partner that sits next to me didn't get a bonus just because his quality was 1 point off! As well as I, Robert was very disappointed. Sometimes we work so hard for something but get discourge when we see that kind of situation, as i told him when you get to the end of the rope tie a knot and hang on we gotta keep trying. Sometimes we even get double when were patient, meanwhile we wait patiently it'll come someday don't know when but it will:) Oh and if anyone is wondering the guy singing in the video is my brother in law he is awesome singer! hopefully he'll become a great singer someday. well off to watch one of Tyler perry's movies!!! He's also great love everysingle one of his movies!

Gregorio Aragon