Hello bloggers!
well guess what I moved out on 04/16, May you ask how it's going I'm loving it! I love having my own place. Don't get me wrong i miss living with my mom and dad but i needed my own space, I needed to run free!... My apartment is super tiny it's the cutest thing, it's so me! I got to start somewhere;) My sister bought me my basic stuff i needed and they also had me a welcoming home party and i got some pretty awesome things which i haven't been able to put up. I'm very excited for my experience here I feel like all that is left to do is register for school and go back i decided i want to go for business! when your in the buisness world nothing can go wrong and that's what my job is willing to pay for! Everyone has been asking me if i love living alone! I can honestly say YES it's the best decision i could of made! I got my bathroom things this weekend i begenning to feel more and more at home! my apartment complex is very calm and quit Thank GOD! i wouldn't be able to live somewhere that is loud.Everyday i am going to be blogging my experances and how I'm loving every moment of it. well i better be off to bed tomorrow is my day off and i am ready to have some fun!
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
The is almost here
Wow can u believe the day is almost here to move out! I never thought this day would get here! Well I still got another month to go but hey it was 2 month but I feels like if it's taking forever! Although i'm not complaining I hate for time to fly but i'm really looking foward to living on my own. I get these day were i'm really scared and feel like i'm not going to make it, but then I think to myself if I let fear get in the way I will never get anywhere in life and it normally makes me feel better and know i'll do great. I need this for me I need to know how far I can get what i'm capable of
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Thursday, February 10, 2011
The person I love most in this world!
This is dedicated to my mother..today is a special day, it's the day a rose was born and a special person that was ment to do great things...i love u so much mom u have been through so much and u have manage to get though it all. I'm sorry if I ever offended u or made u worry about me in any way! U have made me the person I am today strong, independent, loyal, great at what I do. U protect me although i'm alreay old and can stand on my two feet your always there when i'm about to fall! I can't imagin life with out u.. Thank you for ahowing me each and everyday that no matter how hard something is whe need to always face it and get through it. You are a very strong independent woman I hope that someday I could have the same strength you have
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Thursday, February 3, 2011
Life it self!
What am I doing! Will I ever find out that question! I'm sitting here thinking if it's even worth my time!? Will I think differently tomorrow!? Will I be confused for a very long time!? You get to a certain age where u don't even know what to do with ur life anymore! I don't see me going nowhere! What do I do!!! Is there a road to lead my a path may I follow! Or will I be confused for another few years till it hits me...what is it! I love it! But then I hate it and think it's retarded of me cuz I honestly have better things to do! Why do I find it so difficult to leave it..to just get away and learn that I do much better a lone! I'v done this over and over and I still don't get why i'm still here who am I trying to prove otherwise! I jst don't get it. I'v,been alone and i'm alot more calm and wise about everything.. Maybe my time should be dedicated to people that really love me and care for me! In this harsh world it's hard to tell who will be good to u! U trust someone and care for them and Well Circumstances just happen to show u otherwise! Ha just a few years ago I plan so many things and learned every thing changes just in a couple of month! Why am I against everything! Why don' I know who I am anymore! I guess my journey is to find out better get to bed tomorrow is another day!
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Monday, January 31, 2011
When I no longer can .....Cuando ya no pueda!
Hey guys here a little poem it's in spanish but I bet you'll love it if u translate it! Its for our parents or grandparents! Enjoy!
El dia que este viejo ya no sea el mismo, Ten paciencia y comprendeme cuando derrame comida sobre mi camisa y olvide como atarme los zapatos, Recuerda las horas que pase ensenandote las mismas cosas
Si cuando conversas con migo repito las mismas historias que conoces de sobra como termina, no me interrumpas escuchame. Cuando eras pequeno tuve que contarte miles de veces el mismo cuento hasta que cerraras tus ojitos
Cuando estemos reunidos y sin querer me haga mis necesidades, no te averguences y comprendeme, que no tengo culpa de ello, pues ya no puedo controlarlo. Piensa cuantas veses te ayude de nino y estuve pacientemente a tu lado esperando que terminaras lo que estavas haciendo.
No me reproches porque no quiera banarme, no me reganes por ello, recuerda los momentos que te persegui y los miles de pretextos que inventabas para hacerte mas agradable tu bano
Aceptame y perdoname, ya que nino ahora soy yo. Cuando me veas inutil e ignorante a todos los aparatos tecnologicos que ya no podre entender, te suplico que me des todo el tiempo que sea necesario para no lastimarme con tu risa. Acuerdate que fui yo quien te enseno tantas cosas, comer, vestirte y la educacion para enfrentar la vida tambien como lo haces, son el producto de mi esfuerzo y peraeverancia por ti. Cuando en algun tiempo mientras conversamos me llegue a olvidar del tema que eatamos hablando, dame todo el tiempo que sea necesario hasta que yo recuerde, y si no puedo hacerlo, no te olvides de mi talvez no era importante lo que hablaba pero a mi me basta con que solo me escuches en ese momento.
Si algun dia vez que ya no quiera comer, no me insistas, se cuanto puedo hacer y cuanto no debo hacer, tambien comprendeme que con el tiempo ya no tengo dientes para morder, ni gustos para sentir. Cuando me fallen mis piernas por estar cansadas y por andar, dame una mano tierna para apoyarme, como lo hice yo cuando comenzaste tu a caminar con tus debiles piernas.
Por ultimo, cuando me oigas decir que ya no quiero vivir y solo desee morir, no te enfades, algun dia entenderas que no tiene nada que ver con tu carino, ni lo mucho que te amo, trata de comorender ya no vivo sino sobrevivo, y eso no es vivir
Siempre quise lo mejor para ti, talvez no te lo demostre suficiente, no porque no haya querido, talvez es porque no savia como hacerlo, pero te quiero y poreso te pido que no te sientas triste por verme como me vez y te ruego que me acompanes a terminar mi sendero, dame amor y paciencia que yo te lo devolvere con gratitud y sonrisas con el mismo amor que tengo por ti
El dia que este viejo ya no sea el mismo, Ten paciencia y comprendeme cuando derrame comida sobre mi camisa y olvide como atarme los zapatos, Recuerda las horas que pase ensenandote las mismas cosas
Si cuando conversas con migo repito las mismas historias que conoces de sobra como termina, no me interrumpas escuchame. Cuando eras pequeno tuve que contarte miles de veces el mismo cuento hasta que cerraras tus ojitos
Cuando estemos reunidos y sin querer me haga mis necesidades, no te averguences y comprendeme, que no tengo culpa de ello, pues ya no puedo controlarlo. Piensa cuantas veses te ayude de nino y estuve pacientemente a tu lado esperando que terminaras lo que estavas haciendo.
No me reproches porque no quiera banarme, no me reganes por ello, recuerda los momentos que te persegui y los miles de pretextos que inventabas para hacerte mas agradable tu bano
Aceptame y perdoname, ya que nino ahora soy yo. Cuando me veas inutil e ignorante a todos los aparatos tecnologicos que ya no podre entender, te suplico que me des todo el tiempo que sea necesario para no lastimarme con tu risa. Acuerdate que fui yo quien te enseno tantas cosas, comer, vestirte y la educacion para enfrentar la vida tambien como lo haces, son el producto de mi esfuerzo y peraeverancia por ti. Cuando en algun tiempo mientras conversamos me llegue a olvidar del tema que eatamos hablando, dame todo el tiempo que sea necesario hasta que yo recuerde, y si no puedo hacerlo, no te olvides de mi talvez no era importante lo que hablaba pero a mi me basta con que solo me escuches en ese momento.
Si algun dia vez que ya no quiera comer, no me insistas, se cuanto puedo hacer y cuanto no debo hacer, tambien comprendeme que con el tiempo ya no tengo dientes para morder, ni gustos para sentir. Cuando me fallen mis piernas por estar cansadas y por andar, dame una mano tierna para apoyarme, como lo hice yo cuando comenzaste tu a caminar con tus debiles piernas.
Por ultimo, cuando me oigas decir que ya no quiero vivir y solo desee morir, no te enfades, algun dia entenderas que no tiene nada que ver con tu carino, ni lo mucho que te amo, trata de comorender ya no vivo sino sobrevivo, y eso no es vivir
Siempre quise lo mejor para ti, talvez no te lo demostre suficiente, no porque no haya querido, talvez es porque no savia como hacerlo, pero te quiero y poreso te pido que no te sientas triste por verme como me vez y te ruego que me acompanes a terminar mi sendero, dame amor y paciencia que yo te lo devolvere con gratitud y sonrisas con el mismo amor que tengo por ti
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Friday, January 28, 2011
Speed!
That's how my life feels sometimes like if i'm speeding through everything..My job it's self is a fast past environment, my calls have to be quick and get issue resolved. The challenge is great I notice myself getting better at it everyday soon i'll become a pro! I'm a slow learner but I'll be one of the greatest I believe, I know I can I have before!;).i get a little ansy sometimes like if i'm getting an anxiety. Especially when my CRT is high! I try to calm down and it usually works. we actually were able to come home early today at 9, NICE right! Always fun to bond with the family, never really could by the time I get home everyone is already sleeping. Jasmin and bianca were at the hospital with Juan my poor baby had fever, gosh my daddy is sick to. Hope they get better soon! They got home right about 10ish they brought mcdonalds! Yummy ever since I started my diet and not eating out I can't help loving all fast food right now, the fries just tasted delicious! When we were done we all went to my room to watch the movie speed. (love that move) It's so old but it still attracts my eyes:) bianca and Juan were watching it with me. Not such a good idea knowing they have to go to school tomorrow. Well my blogger friends ready for a great day tomorrow;)
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